And again...

What am I doing? Sittin here determined to listen to every single song my boy has written. And there are A LOT of them. He really doin his thing. Its definitely a goal of mine to meet him one day. I don't think I've ever been a "fan" of anyone like this. I'm addicted to his music. All his mixtapes are playin in a silver bullet (my car) near you... keep your ears peeled! (sp)...


I started to write something about me, but it wasn't flowing. And as I read it, it didn't seem interesting at all. Its gameday tomorrow, 3rd conference game of the year and we need to win this one. As we should.

Here's a random thought... don't you love the feeling of being refreshed. No matter what the situation is, if you feel refreshed you feel good. Like when something brand new comes your way, after being exposed to same thing over and over again. You can exhale, and say "finally something new".... I had a conversation last night that gave me that feeling. It was a NEW conversation. I realized that as I get older, although my circle continues to get smaller, I realize that I meet more and more people that are like me, who I can relate to. For example, I was beginning to think that I was the only person in my generation who didn't drink. As days go on, I'm starting to meet more people who don't drink. God brings people into your life for a reason. Whether they stick around forever, or vanish in a few days, I look at everything as a learning experience, and everyONE as a learning experience. All in all, my family will forever be that one constant in my life. They keep me going, they keep me sane, they keep me grounded. As basketball and school and my career continue to rise, they always stay the same. My daddy said, no matter what, you will always have your family. Through any mistakes, regrets, smiles, moods, through it all. I have my few friends that I can put into that category. Rebekah and Kaitlin, my 2 consistant friends who I love like blood. Not too many people you can depend on, I think that's where my strong sense of independence comes fom. But when I close my eyes at night, I am able to sleep in peace knowing that I have a solid foundation that supports and loves me.

Be blessed yall,

Jay