Conference Opener and maybe some other randoms

So tonight we opened our championship conference run against Air Force. And I don't think we couldve asked for a better start. we ended up winning by 50 points and only allowing 28 points. Not too shabby Id say. Time for the next play... sunday afternoon we take on Utah, who is picked to finish 1st in our league. Its up to us to put those beliefs to the side. The work continues, and so does this passion. Without this passion, we probably wouldnt have it in us to work as hard as we do.

On another note, my bestfriend kaitlin and I have had some recent conversations about our future. Well, we always talk about our future but these convos have stood out more than others because our future is alot closer to us than when we were 12. We began to talk about our plans after college, of course grad school!!! As much as we do our own thing, me and kaitlin have always had this connection, where in some way, we do everything together. Like, our learning experiences happen around the same time. i guess you can say the phrase "growing up together" can be taken to the extreme. Simply because we do, we "grow" together. So anywho, grad school. We've always talked about moving to New York together. for watever reason, NYC seems to be like home to both of us. My plan is to attend NYU or Columbia for grad school, and there's no doubt in my mind that will happen. Hopefully KD makes her way to the NY too, only if she doesnt get into harvard!!! Which she probably will, regardless, we'll still be close geographically LoL. This part of the convo led to the next part of our lives, retirement! ha, yes retirement. We plan on making massive amounts of money and becoming extremely successful in whatever we do, allowing us to retire by the time we are 40. and yes it is very possible. oh yea, and retiring to puerto ric might I add. And if we do not have husbands by then (which as of right now, considering our views on men, its very possible we will still be single), we'll just meet and marry some flyy puerto rican guys lol. Cant go wrong there right.?

Its funny because recently I've felt a little taken back by the opposite sex. Or to put it bluntly, I don't trust guys, they irritate me, and I'm 100% independent right now. Ironically, in the middle of a conversation, my mom says. "Dang girl you've never been in love before". Although I know Ive never been in love before, its weird when you hear it from someone else. Especially my mommy, because I know she's right. There's nothing wrong with never being in love before, especially at age 20 in my opinion. Its also releaving because I want to marry the man I fall in love with. And I can NOT see myself marrying ANYONE from my past. Kinda harsh but true. As independent as I am, its almost inevitable to NOT think about my (future) love life or lack there of. I just pray that one day, "that guy" comes along. My belief is that he won't come along until I am ready to be committed to him. Because honestly right now, rejection seems like a priority. I just don't have the time nor the energy to put into a relationship. But late at night, when all my thoughts seem to pour themselves out onto my pillow, I thrive for that feeling of being in love. I am curious to feel that. To feel what my parents feel toward eachother. But... it is what it is. I am young and beautiful and loving my life in the moment that I am.
No worries!

be blessed yall

Jay