SO recently I've been feeling extremely solo. Not likeI havent always been that way, but I think its starting to become emphasized in this empty condo. Dont get me wrong, I love it! And wouldn't want a roommate ifyou paid me, but it does get lonely around here. Take tonight for example, after getting out of class at 940pm! UGH! I made myself go get groceries. I post pone the process of getting groceries because it is a hastle (sp). 1st off because I'm never here long enough to cook, and if I am, I usually don't have the energy. 2nd because carrying all those bags in is annoying!!!! Seriously. And I have to bag all that food by myself! And Im forced to hurry up because the person behind me, their food is attacking mine from behind, awaiting baggage!!! LoL. Just annoying but I got it done.
There are some perks to living alone. Of course, walkng around nakie! my fav! Going into whatever room I want to go into without worrying if someone else is in there watching tv or whatever. Having my own space is lovely. Another down... I HAVE 2 clean everything! LoL. Sometimes you just dont want to do dishes, but theres no one else here to share turns with :(. Such is life. Another down, there is no one to talk to! Just feels lonely at times. Oh yea, not to mention being lowkey afraid to sleep at night. Its lonely sometimes man. But like I said, wouldn't change it for the world. I noticed that i do most, if not ALL things by myself. I really don't go out, I would rather sleep... and the only person I wud really go out with is Kaitlin and she doesnt live here.... sooooooooooo, it is what it is. I'm 20 years old, single, and extremely inependent. (Sounds like an eharmony reseme) ha...NOT!
Love is definitely NOT in the air :( unfortunately. No rush, but it does provide an empty feeling, AT TIMES. I don't even like talking about it anymore, since its so nonexistant. I annoy myself!
aight folks i am out of here!
Jay
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