25 random things about me

1. I go back and forth about wanting a breast reduction. It goes away whenever I get a chance 2 show some cleavage lol.
2. I use 3 different soaps when I shower, and lotion myself twice with different kinds.
3. My eyes get watery whenever I talk about my parents, or my little brother.
4. I recently started flossing! 5. I want a relationship/marriage that mirrors my big brother's marriage.
6. I try my HARDEST not to talk about people. It kinda goes out the window when people piss me off.
7. I have had a recent urge to start a family. (No worries peeps, not happening anytime soon).
8. My personality is almost a spitting image of my mothers'.
9. When I'm at the freethrow line, I try to think of something I shouldn't be thinking about, just to test my concentration. Then I say my brother's name, "Cameron".
10. I'm disturbed by people's lack of ability to communicate face to face nowadays, or even ear to ear. Aim kills me, but it works for some people. (Especially if I don't feel like verbally talking to you. Lol.)
11. I feel like I'm missing my little brothers and sisters grow up.
12. I have to fall asleep with the tv on when I'm at home. 98% of the time "FRIENDS" is on. Get a little scared living alone.
13. I HATE doing dishes!
14. I learn so much from the few friends I have.
15. I think I've broken just as many hearts as much as mine has FELT broken.
16. I LOVE chick flicks. Even the corniest ones. They keep my attention for some reason.
17. I need to eat healthier. I'm beginning to hate fast food. But I really can't cook. :(
18. Recently I have felt extremely lonely.
19. Laughing is my release. If I'm sad about something, I'll cry eventually. But in the heat of it all, ill try to laugh at myself for crying.
20. Only 2 men I trust are Rico and My daddy. (Stepdad, which I really shouldnt even have to say.)
21. I constantly think about what my life would have been like if I went to St. Johns.
22. I am a bigger Beyonce fan than I ever thought I would be. She is so flyy to me, and her music is unique. You always know its hers when you hear it.
23. I idolize my little sister
24. I am a Gameshow/boardgame fanatic! To say the least.
25. I long to love (someone other than my family) unconditionally.

As a student athlete, there are those moments when you just don't want to talk about being a student or an athlete, and right now is one of those moments. The lifestyle can become so demanding that we need times like these to step away from them, just to maintain our sanity.

Last night my little sister and I went to see the movie Notorious (FINALLY). We enjoyed it. I think that will be our once a week outting, at least when something good is out. We have become extremely close. I love that girl. She is one of my bestfriends. Earlier today, when we WERE NOT watching the super bowl, we had a pretty deep (not to mention entertaining) conversation. It was the epitamy of "girl talk". We have made plans to open up our own photography studio in New York City. We also plan to attend college/gradschool in NYC as well. I will be graduating from college the same year she graduates from high school. God works in mysterious ways. It will happen the way we want it to. My sister has to be the most unique, most all around person I know. I idolize her, to say the least. She actually helped me put some things in perspective. Sometimes we need someone's eyes outside of our own to tell us what we may not be able to see ourselves, isnt that right momma ;). Love you devo, i am expecting a text on tuesday lol. Just let things happen :).

Be blessed yall,
Jay